Suddenly remember the letter that Sophie wrote to Claire in the movie, Letters to Juliet. It’s so powerful that it melt my heart. Fascinating yet meaningful.
Dear Claire,
‘What’ and ‘if’ are two words as non-threatening as words can be.
But put them together side-by-side, and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life.
‘What if?’...
I don’t know how your story ended.
But if what you felt then was true love, then it’s never too late.
If it was true then, why wouldn’t it be true now?
You need only the courage to follow your heart...
I don’t know what a love Juliet’s feels like...
A love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for...
But I’d like to believe, if I ever were to feet it, that I’d have the courage to seize it.
And Claire, if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will.”
All my love,
Juliet
It’s hard to going the distance! Will I leave Kampar? Will I leave my family and cross the ocean for him? Will I? Arghhh...it’s so hard to decide! What if...I do? What if I don’t? What will happen then?
Love...Love???
Is it still love?
Will it be love if I am always the last in your heart?
The love is getting bitter...bitter and bitter. At the same time, my love becomes hatred! I am finding the love we once kept alive, kept burning, kept real, pure & true.
But now, it seems like i can't feel it anymore. Is it our hearts has changed? Or the time has changed it? All the challenges we went through it all together and it strengthens our love. But after the day before, and all those incidents that had happen, I believe, truly believe that they have weaken my love for you. It's so hard to explain it...I think the one that can explain it, is my Heart!
Whatever I do seems wrong to you. I am always wrong even when there is nothing wrong with me, but when it is you, you are always right, even when you are wrong. This love is miserable! This love becomes a nightmare for me nowadays that it broken me down...and keeps on haunting me down.
I am tired...really tired, extremely tired. Tired of this kind of love, tired of this unapproved love. I'm suffocating! I'm tired of being the love one as defined by you, the perfect one for you. I'm imperfect...I am trying to push myself hard to be the one that you long for...independent, strong & firm, courage, everything you want me to be. I'm scare, til I'm trying to runaway from this love, to give it up!
But now, i found a sense of satisfaction as I runaway from it. To be alone, closed up myself alone from you, from the world. I feel that I like to spend my time alone, without you, without anybody. I don't like to bother what you or others are doing anymore...
I think everyone, especially those who do not approve of this love will be happy if I decide to give it up. Am I right? 'Cause I believe they can see it won't last long. Am I right? It is also not a relationship from the beginning...so why should I care bout it? Care? Looks like not anymore, I can't feel I give a damn care bout it~
Am I crazy? 'Cause sense like I've changed. I love to be alone, so much...that I become selfish than ever. Keep on thinking of nothing, just think of to be alone.
My heart your heart. They are apart...not attached. It feels more than distance between us, between me and this world. I just feel want to die suddenly without anyone knowing it, just like I never exist here...Does anyone have the same feeling too?
