Sometimes, I wonder... why everything must be reported? Am I not suppose to have my own space & own way? (Oh please, I can't breathe!) It seems clearer to me that care sometimes can be so stressful, feel just like there is a remote control that keep controlling me, controlling my way of life! A nightmare! I'm not certain if anybody feels the same way I do.
Come to another part of my story, my big problem too:
Hardly believe that I'm a person that always says no...reject, reject and reject! Why? Hmmm...I think nobody seems to understand that. That's the way I am. When I rejected anything that you ask me to do, that means I don't have the interest in doing it. In other words means that I don't have the faith to do it. Which means...same goes with I don't like to do it! So please, please don't force me to do things which I don't like to do. Don't push me, don't stress me! That feels like a nightmare!
Guess what~ I'm not good in socialise too! I'm too stupid to come up with any interesting topics to chat with. It's so suffer for me when it comes to the matter of communication. I sometimes rather be alone as I am scare to talk. I will try so hard to think of any questions or any topics to talk to you. So, please do understand me that when I quiet down, that doesn't mean that I'm quiet or don't want to talk. But somehow rather, it simply means that I'm unable to squeeze for anything to bring out. I'm lame! I'm not a critical thinker!
Sorry to say that I'm IM-PURR-FECT!
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Nevaeh
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